No.125
>>124I HAVE SO MUCH
Prepare for cringe kino spam
All of these are from 2012-2013
No.129
>>124aw man i burned mine when i was 15 out of embarassment and so nobody could find it, my retarded teen self didn't archive that hilarious shit by scanning it to the computer and leaving it on some hard drive
No.130
>>125>my fetishes are now pleased :DKEK
No.145
>>129You dont even have to scan them they are trashy doodles just a pic with your phone does the job then throw them into the trash in balls so nobody sees them.
No.149
>>125>karkat x solluxKEK love you anon and wish we could've been friends as cringy teenagers
I used to draw cringe homestuck comics in my notebooks with my friends back in the day, good times
No.151
>>149i used to draw male tentacle porn in class, i wish i could find it back but i probably wouldnt post it anyway cuz i remember having a real bad ugly art style on top of not knowing how to draw anatomy
No.194
>>193This is fucking sending me. The ">ヮ< KyAAAAA!!" is golden
No.195
>>194its fukin hilarious I AGREE lol
No.196
A month ago, my mom told me
>Your dad found one of your old sketchbooks, I left it outside of your door
My stomach instantly dropped. I shoved it under my bed and still haven't looked at what's inside. I am too afraid to open it. If they saw something horrible, it might kill me. Maybe I'm just imagining things, but my mom had a weird look on her face. Do any of you have embarrassing stories of people seeing your art?
No.197
>>196>Do any of you have embarrassing stories of people seeing your art?I used to print out fanfiction and my mom used to watch me play vidya in the living room. I never got outright confirmation that she had tripped across my smut trove but one day she started asking REALLY specific questions about the nature of the relationship between two characters in my game BY NAME. Maybe one day I'll work up the courage to ask her.
Mad respect to all you Chads posting art. I think I threw all of mine out but next time I'm home I'll go digging.
No.198
>>196>Do any of you have embarrassing stories of people seeing your art?When I was about 10 or 11, my mother found a drawing I made of Stan from South Park in a moe anime style. She said absolutely nothing while just staring at it. I still think about that moment a lot.
No.199
>>196>Do any of you have embarrassing stories of people seeing your art?Not art, but my yaoi roleplays with my secret highschool girlfriend over text message, back when it cost money to send an individual text and I was using all my allowance to message her. I walked in on my mother reading them.
No.201
>>199That's absolutely mortifying, oh my god. Did she say anything about the messages or your girlfriend?
No.202
>>199I would kill everybody in that house and then myself oh my god anon.
No.203
>>199Damn that sucks. Once I printed out a fanfic me and some stranger I hated online wrote about Hamilton x Aaron Burr (not from the musical, from history) fucking and my dad started reading it and was like "this is cool" but thankfully he didn't get to the fucking part, or maybe he did, and his brain just blotted it out.
I also keep my folder of drawings just on a table I have my laptop on though I hope nobody snoops. Would be weird to see pictures of my OC getting tortured. I feel bad for drawing him looking all happy and cute just to know that he ends up being raped and destroyed. Teehee,
No.829
Oh god I don't have the pics anymore but this reminds me of some mundane but stupid shit that happened to me.
When I went online with 14 or so I made an Imageshack account. It was the first account I ever made so I used my real name, assuming it wouldn't be shown. It was, but I couldn't change it back or didn't bother. It was the only time I ever used my real name. And I uploaded my gay fanart on that place. Most of the gay shit was Jesus/Satan shipping, Torquemada/Institoris (better don't google that), and, probably worst, cheesy Hitler/Himmler.
At some point I found DeviantArt, moved to that and forgot about Imageshack.
Fast forward 15 years.
I get a new job. You know what happens now.
The boss googled my name like they all do now. I don't use socmedia and wouldn't use my name even if I did. But I forgot about fucking Imageshack. Sadly the combination of my fore- and last name are pretty unique so I am most likely the only one in my country (Germany, to make it worse), maybe the only one in Europe that has it. And the guy saw everything.
I was calmly cleaning an animal skull with a toothbrush when he awkwardly told me that he has found an account of mine. My heart stopped. Long pause. Crickets. Then he insecurely told me that some of the motifs were quite creative and that I kind of had a talent for art. Probably genuine, but it didn't make things better. I just stared at the skull and wished it was my own. Wondered about how death means pain, but also freedom from all shame.
I tried to make it look like I barely remembered the account (I honestly didn't for more than a decade, till that day) and silently told him that I made it ages ago. He said something like "Hm.. yeah" and stood up after a while. I could never pass by or talk to that guy without feeling awkard anymore. Always remember hiding your old shit from the uninitiated.
No.830
>>829holy shit. you’re much stronger than i am because i would have killed myself right then and there. being reminded of imageshack is also such a throwback.
>Jesus/Satan shippingi did this too, albeit i never uploaded it. i just stuffed it in a notebook and left it in my closet (alongside jesus/judas, and warrior cats shit, and gay art of guys i knew irl). religious angst hits weird, i guess. and i’m 99.9% certain that my parents found it because it enigmatically disappeared one day, but i try to avoid thinking about it for the sake of my sanity.
No.833
>>830>alongside jesus/judasFucking kek. There IS something fascinating about it I guess. I think a lot of teens have their occult, religious or UFO phase when they're around 14-16 years old. Probably an attempt to search for a meaning or deeper mysteries in life after the start of the coming of age phase demystified the real world.
No.840
>>829My lord anon this story hit me like a truck, if any of the horribly edgy stuff I drew as an autistic 14-year old resurfaced at work I would die then and there. I can't even access my old accounts anymore because the e-mail they're attached to is long gone so I feel like I'm living on borrowed time because I don't even remember what awful shit I've posted online during my edgelord years.
No.875
Damn, OP, I could never. You're kinda awesome for being able to externalise so much suggestive art at 13.
Meanwhile, I, at 13, decided to start my dA acc strong, with picrel since I was a massive sonadowfag at the time. Let's say that dA didn't like that, I posted it thrice but it got blown off immediately.
After years, looking back at that drawing, I ended up dumping it to the trash. I couldn't care less, it's a porny, if not rapey (? that was dA's interpretation, allegedly) depiction of characters that aren't even mine. And that brings me to this thread. This crusty jpeg is the only proof that I even made this ultra cringe character sex attempt at drawing.
No.876
man would i love to contribute to the thread but in a fit of religious shame i shredded all my shitty middle school yaoi.. how i mourn nonas, how i mourn……
No.877
>>875what a relic especially love the fujo you depicted, such a queen
No.893
>>875>SonadowYou did nothing wrong
No.932
>>877>>893Samefag as
>>875 thank you both!
I also randomly remembered this other fanart I made
but I can't show it since it has my name stapled all over. To give you the gist, I was big on inazuma 11 after my sonic craze, and I would do my best to depict my otp naked. To me, it was the cool shit. I was joining the other teens like myself, drawing their own yaoi otp as such.
But the truth was, I was a hormonal af and my anatomy was bad. That scribble wasn't sexy at all, it was mid at best, lmao.
Bonus : Funny enough, dA never tried to ban that post, unlike the sonadow one. No.1474
>>1472>2007waow…do you remember what their backstories/personalities were?
No.1475
>>1474I regret to inform you that it had to have been from 2017, I must've been writing too quickly and forgot the 1 before the 7
No.1476
>>1472This is so cute. Let me find some of my works from around that time period!
No.1479
>>1478LMAO, Greek letters make very cool names, it's a shame what happened to them. Very cute, do you remember their lore?
No.1480
>>1478i can't believe you invented sigma males in 2005, nona…
No.1481
>>1479The lore was that these underwater humanoids had societies in each of the oceans and the capital was in the Atlantic Ocean with the totally original name Atlantica, lol. Depending on which ocean they were from, their ear shape reflected it, Alpha is from Atlantica, Omega from the Oceania region and Sigma is from the artic. The basic plot was that in highest position is held in Atlantica but it's a two-person position to prevent corruption. So two rulers for the oceans (all the oceans have governors). The two kings are watched by a council too.
Alpha was a nepo baby and Omega was descendant of an old king. Former wanted to be a governor, not a king, but the latter was raised to become one.
IIRC the plot was basically Alpha wanting to get rid of Omega because he thinks he's annoying and hated the two king system.
>>1480Excuse me, but Sigma is a woman and don't you forget it!
No.1482
>>1481Samefag again. I was very prolific in making all sorts of stories.
This one was around 2004. The idea was that the construction worker dude found an injured bird when he was touring in Cambodia and took care of it by giving her food, water, and a safe place to rest. When he goes back home, the bird appears but turns out she was a phoenix. Later on her sisters come in to move in with him as thanks for helping their little sister, but there is no romance between them. They have no sexual or romantic interest in him and the guy is gay. The dude in the second image is the son of the construction company CEO and is a brat.
tl;dr, they strike a friendship and the boss' son later gets down on his luck and ends up moving with the MC. The phoenixes initially dislike him because all he does is eat the MC's food and not pay bills, etc. So the ML feels guilty. I never got too far with the idea since I was just churning a bunch of silly stories at a time. All I knew was that they got together in the end and the phoenixes would bless their relationship so they'd have lots of luck and love even in the next life together.
This was basically my way of shitting on the rampant harem garbage of the early 2000s and gave it a twist with two boys kissing and the girls going "No way fag."
Please be kind, I was 16….
No.1483
>>1482Very sovlful nonna… the anime expressions at the top are nostalgic in a way. An anime with that kind of setup (harem fake out) would be pretty funny honestly.